If you are a pet parent, you will be able to relate to what I am talking about: Every time you come home, your furry children would always come to the door to welcome you in their special way: Dogs might be grinning cheerfully, wagging their tails; Cats might be tossing over on the floor, flashing their tummies or stroking their tails on your legs to show how happy they are when they can see you again. You instantly feel so much joy filling your chest, all the exhaustion and fatigue seem to disappear at that very moment. Animals can give us so much more than what we offer them in terms of energetic level. They have been healing us all along, assuming a large part of responsibility of healing our home.
The condition of our health mostly depends on our physical bodies, the environment we have been brought up, the perception of our mind on different matters, and the condition of our energy fields. While animals are very sensitive to human’s emotions and the environment they live in. These two factors can directly impact their health. If you find your pets act strangely when you are feeling low, it is not a mere coincidence. They can feel what you are feeling. The empathy later will possibly develop problematic behaviour or ailments on their physical bodies.
Based on my experience with animal clients, furry children’s health condition mirrors their parents’ health condition. With one of my animal client, a dog named Luna has developed problematic behaviour: She barely eats and begins to lose pounds of weight. She constantly bites herself. She would not stop barking even when people she knows walk into the door. During the healing session, I found that Luna has been very depressed. Her mom has been depressed for a very long time too. Luna has been healing her human mom thus develop these unusual behaviours. After the session, Luna is able to calm down. She no longer bites herself. She regains her appetite. Now she only friendly wags her tail even when people she does not know enters the house.
If your furry babies have similar behaviour problems, you would like to know why and want to heal them, or hope to achieve a new balance of the energy dynamics in your home, please reach out to work with me.
From zillions and zillions years ago, there has been a mountain sitting in an island near Antarctic. As more and more tourists discover this particular island that is considered as the world heritage area, this mountain suddenly becomes a hit overnight. What comes along are the judgments from people who visit.
“She is not tall enough.” One of them said.
“She is not pretty enough.” Some others commented.
“There is no cable on her.”
“She is barren.”
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Then all kinds of suggestions come uninvited. Some suggest to put cables on the mountain to “modernise” her. Some suggest to put on entertainment devices such as bungee jumping or drifting on the stream among the mountains to attract tourists who want a bit more fun….
The mountain feels very upset. She has never looked herself from others’ perspective. She suddenly feels she is not tall enough, not pretty enough, a bit barren and backwater…. Before the tourists came, she never knew herself has so many “flaws”. Now she feels really perplexed.
Speaking of which, have you ever felt “the trap of a mountain”? When we were criticised as ‘not tall enough”, “not thin enough”, “not clever enough”, “not making enough money”, we started to disconnect from our true essence and deviate our focus from the voice within to the noises outside. We want to be someone else. We want to be the tall person. We want to be the thin person. We want to be the pretty and popular one. We want to be the clever one. We want to be Elon Musk. We only do not want to be ourselves.
Being ourselves becomes an utmost pain. We can not look ourselves in the mirror. We could only see the distorted version of ourselves who absorbed so much negative criticism. We are wrapped with layers of layers of our shadows, only our eyes vaguely give away the shining essence of who we truly are.
As a matter of fact, however negative people criticise and comment, the essence of mountain has never changed. She has been there, since the start of time, being who she is. She has not gained anything, or lost anything. She is always there. Never moved a bit, or changed a bit. She is by herself, perfect, just by being on this planet Earth.
How can our Divine mother and father ever make a mistake when creating you? You are the precious jewel in the lotus. You are the shining star, giving out the unmistakably unique frequencies, being the perfect essence of who you are. When you can walk on your inner path, let go pieces of pieces of your shadow cloths, reconnect to the pearl within, you will know then that every negative sand urges you to go a bit more back to your luminous essence, but never be able to change you a single hair. No one is like you, so magnificent, so special.
There is no other major planets in the solar system like Pluto that can better embody and interpret this particular passage from the book Yesterday I Was the Moon.
We all have a Pluto in our natal chart that needs to be transformed. His energy is immense, deep, profound and significant. He shows us our most difficult soul lesson: A certain obsession from the past, then he works like earthquakes that lasts for decades, crashing every bit to leave space for new personal transformation. He wipes the slate clean.
For a Plutonian, which means someone who chose to experience this major transformative life lesson in the most intense form, the trauma can be a lifelong nightmare. When experiencing traumatic life events of their Pluto transits, it could be feeling like being undertaken a bone marrow transplant surgery without any anaesthetic. We could experience betrayal or abandonment that ripped our heart open; or utter grief of the death of someone we held dear; or we might suffer from some secret traumas from our originated family that we find it hard to share with anyone else outside the family and so on. The Plutonian kind of traumas can be very personal as no one has truly been there except Plutonians themselves.
As no one can truly understand what they experienced, the exit of anger for Plutonians has been blocked. They could have released it in a healthy way without causing further damage, instead they had to seal their anger and brew into the Plutonian energy waiting to be transformed: Resentment and the Obsession over pain.
“Why me?”
“What did I do to deserve this kind of torture?”
“Look at what they did to me.”
“Don’t you tell me to let go. What about the trauma I suffered?”
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As a Plutonian myself, this used to be me. I could feel that I was giving out this intense, heavy and repelling frequency. It was just the opposite of everything nice I wanted for myself. With too much pain that can not be seen and accepted, I held on to them so tight like I was about to drown, being manipulated by the undercurrent of the past. It was too hard to believe that there will be light at the other side of the tunnel as sitting in the darkness was all I wanted to do. The pain felt so overwhelmingly heavy that I could not move at all. To escape seemed to be a much easier option.
Pluto also rules the most significant personal power of transformation. But the transformation will not automatically happen overnight. Most of us would sit in the darkness for a very long time. But we need to know that we have every right to choose what we could do when experiencing Plutonian pain, either to die with it or sit up and uncover the deeper meaning behind it. When we dwell in the traumatic past, we give away every bit of our personal power. We are addicted to pain. We are dwelling in the Victim Consciousness. We are not taking any responsibilities with anything that happened to us. We have been yearning for someone to save us from the pit. The truth is No one will turn up. While the trauma we hold on so tight drag us deeper into the darkness, our suppressed anger has brewed into toxic resentment, but ONLY poison our own mind, heart and body.
Eventually I experienced a Plutonian incident out of the blue. It released me from sitting in the darkness. The very event struck me like a lightening bolt, breaking me into millions of pieces. I had to do tons of inner work in a short period of time to collect back all the scattered pieces, to really stepped onto a journey of returning to wholeness. I finally realised that I need to claim back my personal power and fully assume the responsibility of my life and my destiny. The traumas in the past are merely traumas, nothing more than that before stepping onto an alchemical transformation pathway. But they serve a purpose. When we finally have enough of sitting in the darkness, rise up again from the ashes, rebuild our home of our heart and the physical world, we will uncover the greatest blessings behind the trauma for sure.
If you are ready to take the first step to transform your Pluto—your deepest trauma into the greatest blessing that you ever have, pm me.
One of the most unusual cosmic weather this year is that there are two new moon in Aries: The first one takes place in March 22, 2023 at $:23am, AEDT, one degree of Aries, the second day of the Equinox portal; the other new moon takes place in April 20th 2023 at 2:15pm, AEST, 29’50”, the last degree of Aries. The second new moon will also be a solar eclipse portal opening up to a new round of transformation.
These two new moon intensify the initiating energies of Aries, the Archetype of Warrior. Sun, Moon, Chiron, Mercury, Jupiter, Vesta and Eris will be gathered up in Aries at the first new moon, signifying a powerful new beginning. We will be charged with heaps of energy of taking actions, wanting to get down to business. But too much Aries energy could also indicate recklessness and impulsiveness. Therefore, we also need to evaluate the situation and think it over before diving in. Other major cosmic weather during the first new moon also includes Pluto enters Aquarius after 15 years in Capricorn; Mars moves into Cancer from Gemini; Pluto is also at a karmic completion degree, 29’58”at the new moon, which means another layer of transformation and empowerment that need to be experienced for the whole collective consciousness.
As a trailblazer in so many aspects, Aries Archetypes are someone who are never afraid of trying new things. They also never apologise of being who they are. Beginning a new life or starting from scratch can be intimidating to most people, but only excites Aries Archetypes who are drawn to adrenaline rush. They chose to experience countless new beginnings in this life time: Starting a new career, developing a new relationship, moving to a new place… over and over again. Every decision of them seems full of Martian energy. Although sometimes it seems too reckless, it is this raw and wild energy that brought out the birth of the universe, the first beam of light in spring after immersing deeply in the primordial water of Pisces unconsciousness.
Besides, the energy of Aries Archetypes also reflects one of the wisdom of many ancient teachings. Let us imagine a craftsman who is working on his piece. All he can think about is his piece. He can not see or hear what is going on outside of this job. He does not need to know all the details. His mind is tamed by his continuous and focused actions. He does not look back to be trapped by failures in the past. He does not live far away in the future to be distracted by anything going on there. He lives I the now. Every second and every minute. He enjoys every hit on the mail squarely on the head. He is very straightforward with this work. Just do the work. Nothing complicated than that. When he follows his impulsion and intent to focus on the here and now, more sparks of inspiration begins to pop up. He will be step by step shown the way of where he is about to get to.
We will witness a Libra full moon taking place in April 6th, 2023 at 2:34pm, AEST.
The energy of Libra Archetypes can be easily spotted from the crowd. They are usually very chivalrous when you first meet them. They seem to be and in fact are the nicest people you will ever meet. When you get to know them, you will realise that their chivalry is not exclusive to you. It is just as natural to them as one needs breathing. They treat everyone with equal politeness and respect. This is because from early childhood, most of them wish every relationship that they ever encounter could be as harmonious as possible. If there is any hiccups, they will instantly sense it and feel they are the ones who are responsible to do something about it. It usually ends up with them busy keeping everybody happy and satisfied but draining themselves, taking responsibilities for others that they should not have and unconsciously taking on the role of rescuers who get stuck in the middle.
The rescuer role referred here comes from the “Triangle Drama” theory. The theory vividly depicts three Archetypal roles in a relationship conflict that traps all parties involved in a fixated negative pattern. As relationships are a predominate theme for Libra Archetypes, they can learn a lot of their own shadow side fro people who are drawn to them. If they constantly draw perpetrators, they might not have really honoured their own personal power. If victim types of people are frequently drawn to them, they probably need to dive into their own subconsciousness to uncover the wounded part of themselves that have been nudging them to find tools to heal. The situation that we always attract the “wounded others” happens to reveal that we have similar inner shadow work to do to cease to be trapped in a loop.
As always the antidote lies in the opposing sign while we heal the shadow of a certain zodiac sign Archetype. In fact, a Libra Archetype is basically an Aries (Libra’s opposing sign) wearing a tuxedo. The Libra shadow is too much “Us”, which means the relatioship with others. So the ultimate antidote is to get rid of the tuxedo, returning back to “Me”, the condensed description of Aries Archetypes. Therefore, when we feel frustrated and disillusioned in any relationship, ask ourselves these questions:
Am I feeling happy in this relationship?
Am I feeling satisfied in this relationship?
What do I benefit from this relationship?
Does it bring the quality of my life to the next level?
Does it increase the width or depth of my life?
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When we retrieve our attention from others then return to ourselves, begin to listen to how we feel, take care of our needs, take back our power, do inner work to increase our frequency…, we will be rewarded with this deep satisfaction that one can only feel when realign with their soul purpose. Nothing in the world can compare to that.
Have you ever had a Déjà vu with someone whom you just meet for the first time?
Did you ever follow the Déjà vu feeling like it is the most natural thing in the world?
Would you instantly hit off with this person, feeling like there is nothing you two can not talk about?
This “Love at first sight” relationship in the spiritual world usually means a pattern that lasted in a loop for many lifetimes. In other words, this person will teach you a very important soul lesson.
Under most circumstances, the “Love at First Sight” pattern would bring disillusions. It might be because it lacks the structure for the relationship to establish, blossom and fruit this lifetime. Your souls might just had an agreement to experience the disillusion of a fantasy to awake one another. If it is a romantic relationship, you might find that there are many compatibility issues. It might be that one party disempowers the other, resulting in a co-dependance issue; Or it might be that one of you have someone else as their destined life partner, you are just someone who pass by. If it is a friendship, there are also some lessons there with karmic patterns, the friendship would usually not be very pleasant as well.
The “Love at First Sight” also reveals that there is imbalance in our whole health. This is because we are easily drawn to our imbalance part. Before we could be aware of that and look for help to heal, it will attract similar imbalanced pattern to trigger many problems. Until then we finally realise that there is a negative loop there that needs to be released before it further damages our health on many levels. As for this particular person or relationship, they would usually lead you to the very core of your soul, trigger an earthquake that breaks you into pieces. You will never be the same person again.
This whole process is what we call “The Dark Night of the Soul”. We would feel disconnected, fragmented and disillusioned as if we are walking in a long and dark tunnel, longing to see the light from the other side.
Every relationship and friendship I experienced all started with “Love at First Sight”. They taught me so much that help me realise that the negative patterns and the imbalanced whole health of mine have already hindered me from experiencing a life in a serene and blissful way. The upgraded version of me now has experienced the alchemical transformation and claimed my prize of wisdom behind the trauma.
If you have similar patterns that you intuitively feel you are ready to work on, to transform the pain of lead into gold, retrieving a life that truly aligns with your soul purpose, please DM to work with me.
We often find ourselves in a transitional period after we awake to the spiritual world. This transitional period is filled with a variety of possibilities. Every bit of positive and negative gets amplified many more times than we could realise before. We would gradually start to shed layers and layers of old patterns while what and whom we attract would faithfully reflect our inner transformation to a new version of us like a mirror.
Let’s say you hired someone to do the landscaping for your garden 6 months ago. He could get started after you get the landscaping design. After a few months, as soon as the first draft of the garden design came out, you phoned to inform him to get started on the job. But when he turned up, you found out that he has already taken other jobs during the exact time. So he was actually not able to fit your landscaping work into his schedule. He required three weeks away to finish his work in hand. However, it was spring, the golden time of the year to plant seeds and start with everything in a garden. That is why you tried to discuss with him on hiring someone else to do the work in these three weeks while he is away. Then he could do the rest after he finishes his current work. He snapped out of the blue, swearing while driving away, leaving you in shock, trying to figure out what just happened.
You might feel quite upset, pondering on why you are like a magnet attracting people like that. The incident might seem awful in the first place while it actually calls for a big celebration. The truth is that you have been evolving with every little bit of mundane life without realising what has changed.
6 months ago, there was a vibrational match between this person’s frequencies and yours. If we must put it in a very blunt way, I would say that you might be a push-over back then while this particular person can feel your frequencies giving out this “pick on me” vibe and walked into your life. It is a pattern in a loop. If nothing was done about it, bullies like that or situations with drama and conflicts would still turn up and drain you. However, within these 6 months, you have been evolved with practicing your spiritual teacher and mentor’s guidance with your work, study and mundane life to gradually changed your pattern of being manipulated and treated like a doormat. In other words, you have forever changed this bit of your subconscious setting and learned to always put yourself first. So you know that you could not wait for him for those three weeks. You must prioritise your interest before anything and anyone else. That is how you break the pattern. The reason why he snapped is because he just realised that he underestimated the variables in you.
At this point, you might ask: How do we end the vicious pattern of attracting people or situations that do not match our frequencies?
If we were in an ideal world, everything would naturally fall into places. You would probably be pushed to a tipping point to determine to break a pattern. Therefore, take the initiative to become aware of it would be the first step.
Second, we will need to learn the wisdom to discern, which means start listening to your inner voice. A low vibrational frequency can never deceive the wisdom of the heart. If something or someone does not make you feel right, then you can not neglect any trivial details that could pop up as a warning.
Last but not least, try to stay away from low vibrational frequencies. And try not to judge as they are evolving on their own paths as well. To other souls that are in different evolving stage, honour their choices, but also remember to stay away from their negativity and even harm.
What is even better is that you can reach out to me to seek out support while you evolve and realign to your heart wisdom of discernment. One of my major soul missions is to experience what disempowerment feels like and retrieve the blessings behind the shadow. Then follow my soul purpose to support and guide others to take back their power that once gave away. If this sounds like what you would like to work on, PM me to find out more.
Have you ever felt that you have not had a belly laugh for ages? Have you started to do things that will make you unhappy but you still feel like you have to do it? Have you felt that true joy is far far away from you?
This Leo full moon will help you have a glimpse of the reasons behind, being ready to shed the next layer that will not serve you any more.
For a Leo Archetype, they instinctively know that fun and play is the most important part of their life. When they could not find joy when doing something, they naturally come to realise that it is time to put an end to it. As a matter of fact, when we reach a certain age, even if we feel unhappy, due to the conditioning, old patterns and soul lessons that we chose to experience, we still continue on with things that make us feel unhappy, which would negatively affect our heart chakra and solar plexus chakra that are governed by Leo energy The disfunction will manifest as symptoms on physical bodies such as issues with physical heart and digestive system.
To live a true version of ourselves is to let our joyous child shine through. In the eyes of gods and goddess, we are all little children experiencing our lives here on Earth. When we invite our child version to reenter our lives, let go of those worries and anxiety that we picked up along the way, we will be able to look at life with an easy, playful attitude, seeing the blessing in every situation, reconnect to our inner fountain of joy and creativity.
With the Leo full moon that happened today at 5.29am AEDT, I invite you to ride the energy wavelength of Leo to work with me, cleanse the rustiness and spider webs of this bike that was deserted at the early stage of your life but once brought you so much joy and happiness, reconnect to your happy child who simply embrace endless enthusiasm, worry free, thinks “Happiness trumps all”, unseal the stamp that blocked you from the truest version of you. (Artwork by Ed Tadiello)
Known as the goddess of metamorphosis transformed from maiden to the Queen of the Underworld in Greek Mythology, Persephone could help have a glimpse of the imbalanced dynamic between us and certain food. The curse that makes her constantly shift between the light and dark also interpret a process of us experiencing a cyclical pattern of recovering and relapsing as we heal the addiction to certain food. The cure also buries deep in her story, which could support us to eventually break free from this endless pattern as we heal.
Persephone appeared as a carefree girl earlier in the myths, gathering flowers in the field. Then Hades, King of the Underworld suddenly turned up and took her into the underworld by force to be his unwilling bride. Before she was rescued by the Messenger God Hermes whom were sent by her mother Goddess Demeter, Hades fed her some pomegranate seeds, which restricted her freedom on Earth for she must return to the underworld several months each year. When Persephone returns to the Earth, every living thing on Earth thrives. When she goes to the underworld, everything dies or withers away.
The pomegranate seeds that make Persephone swing constantly between light and dark serve as the trigger that keeps her partially captive to the underworld. When a woman is dominated by her chaotic subconscious decision-making with food, she enters the underworld of her shadow consciousness. Eat, or not eat, what can we eat? That is a simple yet crucial question to all women struggling with addiction to certain food. No matter what food we eat, we will face the feeling of either compensation or restriction at a later period of our lives.
Would you feel like eating something sweet to lift you up when you feel really down?
Would you feel like having some hot and spicy food to swiftly kick away the anxiety and stress?
Would you feel like taking in food that contains a lot of fat to maintain a certain balance when your brain is so overworking that you can feel you are not grounded?
Yes, what you have been unconsciously feasting is your emotional traumas buried deep.
What lies in every kind of food that triggers your addiction is the low-vibrant emotion that you have not processed with timely. Each time you revisit that low-vibrational emotion, you will be caught up in a loop. drawing to the same low-vibrational food. Your trauma finds you the food that you think could cure you. Instead it only feeds your addiction rather than heal your trauma. The addiction could be caused by the emotional traumas this life time or some other extreme soul lessons in the past such as famine. The sense of lack would store in your physical body then look for compensation this life time. The body would also attempt to keep you grounded by consuming a large amount of food every time the emotional trauma were triggered.
Meanwhile, the disharmony with food might also reflect the disharmony with other relationships in your life. The archetype of early Persephone is the maiden. This is the image of “child-woman”. She does not know who she is, what she want, what she is capable of. She also has no interests to explore. She obsessively pleases everyone but herself. She lets others make rules in her own territory while she lives in a mold defined by every one else. When encountering seemingly misfortune she does not foresee, she lets the victim part in her rule, giving away her power, refusing to take full responsibility of her own life. Her boundary is weak, which evokes her to go back to the underworld when being tested by holiday feasts, work lunches or unexpected dinner parties. She tends to escape from digging the underlying reasons behind the disharmony every time pomegranate seeds being triggered. There are times that she wants to try, but the Earth splits again and consumes her. With the overwhelming fear, she eats more food from the underworld while what she actually needs is to sort out her emotion, seeking the professional guidance to heal, turning to the spiritual food instead that she has been thirsting for.
If Persephone’s story resonates with you, you are probably at a crossroad of transforming the Persephone maiden Archetype in you into Queen of the Underworld. Persephone is the goddess of an alchemical process. It is a journey of reconnecting to your suppressed anger, learning to decline all that are not aligned to your highest path. With the professional and aligned support, you will learn to express the lost feeling and complicated emotions. You will shed the layers of addictions caused by emotional traumas as you heal. You will take up the courage to transform your old fear, making your own decision, take back the sceptre and rule your life.
The Virgo Full Moon takes place in March 7th, 2023, at 11:40pm AEDT.
In merely one hour after virgo full moon, Saturn will enter Pisces from Aquarius, initiating a new Saturn cycle lasting nearly three years. Pisces and Virgo are in each other’s opposing house, which means the energy of these two signs will be displayed in the forms of two extremes. Pisces could be a mist of love and inspirations while Virgo is the grounding job of labelling, categorising, integrating of different fragments. With Saturn changing signs and full moon taking place at an earthy sign Virgo, it will intensify the earthy energies in the air. Meanwhile, as Saturn is at the karmic cycle completion degree and karmic cycle completion minute (29’59”) at this full moon, we could notice the unresolved issues that surface at this particular time, which the Universe reminds us that we must deal with.
Virgo rules spleen and intestine, which means the trauma of Virgo Archetypes has something to do with integrating and absorbing information from different levels. For instance, if we experience some sorts of trauma in our childhood, but find it difficult to absorb and digest based on our recognitions back at that time, this kind of pattern would attract similar people and events to continue showing up in our lives. Only until we know it is there, step up to seek out help to purify integrate, label, categorise and seal it in our soul records, this old recording can stop playing then vanish into the immense universe.
One of the shadow side o Virgo Archetype energy has something to do with inequality o relationship in the past, such as relationship between slaves, servants and masters; marriage between different class and so on. These are something we could work on at this time period if you are bothered by an unequal relationship right now. The Virgo Archetypal healing also means when treating the symptoms of the physical body, it also needs to be seen from a holistic perspective: healing the wounded and dimmed souls at the same time.
Moreover, for Virgo Archetypes, their physical symptoms can be very closely related to their emotional issues. In this sense, the physical body is not only a vehicle that carries the trauma of the past, but also the sacred container that can let the ultimate healing anchor deep into the Earth happen. Via choosing to experience an alchemical pathway, the physical body could transform to the holy grail achieving “Heaven on Earth” this lifetime.
Pearl of Sharro 